no more
Holy week has begun and I find myself completely unprepared for it. I've been as bad as I've ever been with the never ending complaints about life and other people whereas I've failed to recognize my own shortcomings. I've been totally consumed with anger and it's unhealthy. I need to be the change I want to see in this world (which has been said before). I'm ashamed. Life must not go on with self-inflicted pain.
I choose to exercise emotional control.
I choose to change my outlook on life; that negativity isn't all around.
I choose to avoid passing judgment on others.
It will be difficult...excruciatingly hard. But it all begins with a decision. And my decision is to avoid instances where I can be vulnerable...vulnerable to being a bad person. I don't want to be a bad person. For all I know, sooner or later the oppressee (if there's such a word) becomes the oppressor....the mutualist becomes the parasite....the underdog becomes the bully.
Thank God for guilt and discernment. Before anything happens outside my person, at least I've decided to put the plug on what will probably become crazy, anarchist reactions.
I choose to exercise emotional control.
I choose to change my outlook on life; that negativity isn't all around.
I choose to avoid passing judgment on others.
It will be difficult...excruciatingly hard. But it all begins with a decision. And my decision is to avoid instances where I can be vulnerable...vulnerable to being a bad person. I don't want to be a bad person. For all I know, sooner or later the oppressee (if there's such a word) becomes the oppressor....the mutualist becomes the parasite....the underdog becomes the bully.
Thank God for guilt and discernment. Before anything happens outside my person, at least I've decided to put the plug on what will probably become crazy, anarchist reactions.
7:55 AM
1 Comments:
You know, ate.. I find it really weird why you have such a negative self image. You really aren't as bad as you think you are. If you were, I wouldn't be friends with you. Seriously. :) You DO have a tendency to be a bit negative though... hence the bad self image. I would recommend that you read The Secret. I know it's probably over rated or whatever.. but it's a really good book. If you've already read it, then read it again! If not, go get a copy this instant and practice the law of attraction. :)
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