03 September 2008

I am fed up

I have made a lot of crappy decisions in my life and I now find myself at the brink of becoming a monster. I will no longer be the pushover I once was---my time is being consumed by what I initially thought of as a "learning experience" and has now become the BANE of my schedule. The most bullshitty part of it is that I haven't received any form of compensation. Plus, the only condition I imposed when I accepted the job was that I didn't want to spend my own money on anything related to the task----so far, I've spent much on gas, electricity & phone credits using my own near-broke wallet (plus my husband's time).

- I've been performing badly at my day job plus I haven't even completed my enrolment form.
- I've been given generous attention by my graduate school mentor----to the point that she has already acquired funding for me---and I have to find a new study site because my original prospect is as bullshitty as bovine fecal matter.

And I believe I have every right to quit right now and say I'm fucking fed up. Excuse my language.

12:13 PM

1 Comments:

Blogger Unknown said...

hi my dear,
i can sense something is not going on pretty well. well, from the point of view of an optimist, i must say,take things in stride. you cannot be superwoman everytime, maybe in some instances but not everytime. so,just collect again your super orderly thoughts,analyze, make decisions you will definitely feel good about and move on. we can always say, you were only caught in a traffic and that does'nt last forever. so just think positive and try to put things in order again. i'm definitely sure you can easily come to better terms with the way you handle things lately. life is beautiful,and it is in our hands to make it.have a productive yet enjoyable working days ahead.love u.

4:03 PM  

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