pre-brain damage

I realized that the thinking process cannot be shut down especially if it has been "on" for a really long time. I also realized that if the thinking process is becoming too overbearing and has seeped into the feeling process, the only solution is to divert the thinking process to something more bearable.

Like eating something sweet after munching forever on something salty--such as corn nuts. The point is, you don't have to stop eating. Simply because munching forever on corn nuts can be destructive...to teeth...to jaw muscles. And although the act of eating is primal and necessary and integral to one's survival, it may become potentially impairing. And dangerous.

Once again, I am stuck in this road less-traveled. The road of excessive examination. Of life. Not necessarily mine. Life. Existence. The "whys". It's really bothersome. Why can't I just be interested in normal day-to-day activities like...breathing? Or obsessing about...I dunno, getting on the waitlist of a designer bag? I dunno.