and it has dawned on me

that God wants to distract me by sending, precisely that, distractions. seemingly valid confusions. and the devil sees it as an opportunity to tempt. but the Lord is good, Our Lady intercedes, the angel guards dutifully. i am not like you. i intend to take my revenge in the form of fidelity. of angry, resentful fidelity. because our competition is on who is the holier than thou person.