Not wanting to know yet intrigued

 

This post is months late...the once-in-a-life-time Jupiter Saturn conjunction happened last December 21, 2020. Imagine how the hairs on my skin stood up after making the connection between the dream I had in the previous post and the 'Christmas star'. Ninety nine percent of my conscious self says it's random. Coincidental. Happenstance. The remaining 1% was convinced by my subconscious that I'm connected to something outside the three-dimensional realm. You know what, I think I want to reduce that to 0.3%, little miss subconscious--how dare you. Ack--I've just become Smeagol and Gollum. 

Still the question remains...what is the question?

One thing's for sure: we are tiny and fleeting creatures. I've mentioned the word 'infinitesimal' on this blog before (shameless self-citation here) and it's certainly worth repeating. Every moment must be deliberate. Maybe that's what I'm supposed to learn. You know what, it's not the first time I've discussed carpe diem or making the most of the present but in a way that will not negatively impact the upcoming chain of events. Nevertheless, I'd rather continuously learn that lesson as opposed to focusing on this outrageous idea: that I can predict immediate future cosmic events even though I know nil about astrophysics or astrology or any astro-related esotericisms. 

I should probably cut down on diffusing various essential oil blends and making my own cosmetic oils. This may be lavender and peppermint induced hallucination lol. You know, like the Oracle of Delphi who allegedly inhaled some geologic vapours at the Temple of Apollo causing that psychic trance. 

I digress so much, I irritate my own brain.